I am your Judas

I am your Judas.

I am not evil in nature.

I do not seek to gain anything from you.

My role in life to seek the truth.

To find balance and observe the natural order of things.

The most I may be is a distraction, something to focus on as the world around you changes.

When you look up, everything will be upside down.

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